Yesterday was about looking and calling for brother Miko in heaven, looking for her husband behind a locked door, not knowing who is there.
Yesterday was about wanting to go home because she is needed, why can’t I go, why don’t you listen. Yesterday was about finding her voice, when nutrient deprivation won’t let her. Smell, taste, nothing.
Yesterday was about going to South America, so we went where it was warm. The sun was bright. Where are my glasses.
Mom struggled to make sense of our world. It was so different from what we saw. What was she thinking, what did she see. We struggled to make sense of her world, what did we see.
Don’t struggle, release, let it go. Find peace with what you see in front of you, in front of me. See the moment, it changed, see the new moment, it changed. Go with the flow of what you see.
Love, peace, freedom to live or die. Go find Miko and watch our moments change from the sky. Rest and comfort, no pain only time. but what is time?
Friday was about leaving this plane of existence. Of finding her brother and mother once again. Peaceful she sleeps until we see her again.
Friday was about letting go. Finding new moments to live. Family, friends, coping, celebrating life.
Feel the sun, feel the rain, feel your heartbeat. Breathe deep, breathe deep again, be free, happy. let the doves fly free.
life goes on.....
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